Just like nicotine

I’ve been forgetting about myself, sort of been lost in anonymity and wondering where I left all my mental capacities, weird enough is not a dark place where I am, it is that place around the corner, that you find so familiar and yet, so far away… I don’t understand how or when it happened; it is a permanent sensation, like when you smoke a cigarette and it leaves you dizzy, is an addictive sensation… it’s a nice place.